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the last contagious victim of this plague between us - Tags
biting keeps your words at bay
tending to the sores that stay
happiness is just a gash away
when i open a familiar scar pain
goes shooting like a star comfort
hasn't failed to follow so far &
you might say it's self-indulgent
you might say its self-destructive
but you see it's more productive
than if i were to be happy & pens
& penknives take the blame crane
my neck & scratch my name but the
ugly marks are worth the momentary
gain when i jab a sharpened object
inchoirs of angels seem to sing
hymns of hate in memorandum & you
might say it's self-indulgent &
you might say it's self-destructive
but you see it's more productive
than if i were to be happy &
sappy songs about sex & cheating
bland accounts of two lovers
meeting make me want to give
mankind a beating & you might say
it's self-destructive but you see
i'd kick the bucket sixty times
before i'd kick the habit & as the
skin rips off i cherish the
revolting thought that even if i
quit there's not a chance in hell
i'd stop & anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime thank you
for your pity you are too kind &
you might say it's self-inflicted
but you see that's contradictive
why on earth would anyone practice
self destruction? & pain opinions
are sitcom feeding they don't know
that their minds are teething makes
me want to give mankind a beating
i'm tried bandages & sinking i've
tried gloves & even thinking i've
tried vaseline i've tried everything
& no-one cares if your back is
bleeding they're concerned with
their hair receding looking back it
was all maltreating every thought
that occurred misleading makes me
want to give myself a beating.
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